5/25/2012

crooked angel of mine

atleast i feel you are…

so free and full of life

a conjure of all things beautiful

you bring me chills

as you lay me down into the fire

i burn at the hour

by the minute  i process thoughts

i cant believe this is happening

at my knees i am both weak and strong

why is this

so funny it is to think that im growing as i am…..

but i am aside from you there is the promises i have made to myself

and then there is all the great things that make up my wealth…..

pretty things pretty memories pretty notes

im truly at a loss of words =]

twisted only by timing

these moments spent with you

are all but alarming

AGAIN THE MOMENTS RIPE ON MY MIND

BEANS HAVE BEEN SPILT

5/22/2012

SIMPLE NOTES

CONCLUSIONS DRAWN

PRESENTED AS FACTS

A LETTER SEALED

SECRETS CONTAINED

LULLABYS

A HARDENED DOMAIN

TO KNOW YOU ARE THERE

WHEN I HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS

TO KNOW THAT I AM HERE

WHEN YOU ARE THERE

IT RIPS AT MY SOUL

THE FACT I CANT LET YOU GO

HONEY IF YOU ONLY WOULD KNOW HOW MUCH

THESE FEELINGS TORMENT ME SO

IM AGING NOW IN A HASTE

THE EFFECTS OF OUR DAMNED RACE

TO HEAVY NOW FOR YOU TO PICK ME UP

YOUR HEART BEAT SO LOUD ITS ALL I CAN DO TO LOOK UP

SEEING YOU THERE WEIRY AND OUT OF BREATH PANTING OVER ME

AS IF YOUR ABOUT TO TAKE YOUR LAST BREATH

IT KILLS ME TO SEE YOU SO STRUNG OUT

YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT FOREVER FOR ME IS IN DOUBT

I CANT HOLD ON

THIS ISNT FOR ME

A MESSAGE ALWAYS IN TIME

REFLECTING BACK ON ALL THINGS GATHERED

THE QUESTION COMES TO MIND

WHERE DID THEY ALL GO

THIS MOMENT A MENTAL IMAGE YOU WONT LET GO

BE AFRAID SHED A TEAR LIFE IS CONSUMING BUT NOTHING TO FEAR

REJOICE IN WHAT YOU HAVE NO MATTER HOW LITTLE OR HOW MUCH

SMILE BECAUSE THE MEMORY IS BURNING

LAUGH BECAUSE THE TIMES ARE CHANGING

LIVE BECAUSE  THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR

DIE BECAUSE IT IS YOUR TIME

I ONCE PASSED A STRANGER LAUGHING

I ONCE PASSED A STRANGER CRYING

BOTH TIMES I FELT CURIOUS

NEVER ONCE DID I ASK A QUESTION

WHERE HAVE THESE PPL GONE.

reflecting on the past always gets me thru to the future!! =] GOD THANK YOU FOR THE MOMENTS. they are all i have to carry on…. THANK YOU. =|

glorious is the road 0044 5/22/2012

glorious is the world which erupts for the individual 

neither costing him damage to his home or loss of life

which shifts land and alters the weather

allowing unforseeable events to occur

allowing unimaginable events to occur

i cant help but smile.

the world seems so different

now that youve been around awhile

these feelings so few and far between

yet apart of the only future worth imagining

you give me strength when i am weak

you find the urge when i myself could not of spoke

silent one your few words tell all 

unimaginable i the fairest of them all

5-20-2012

Another field op well thos one was awesome

. Shot 240 machine gun dug a trench put out fire gave comm classes and medical classes tjem to top it off had a day of man talk consisting of deployment stories conspiracy theories zombie apoclapse scenarios … We laugh led alot we worked even harder.. GOOD TIMES!!

5/17/2012

imagine an oridinary life with ordinary ppl and ordinary sites

imagine tht for a moment the breath you breath is the air that i need

that true love is genuine, just as the ppl in the stars

i know tht its far fetched

i know tht its been a dream, dreamed by many

but the moments were real

reall as ordinary ppl and real as ordinary sites

those places in time

every breath that you had breathe i had caught

for a moment in time love was something real

real as ordinary ppl and real as ordinary sites

a feeling i cant take back, the moment has been lived

the time slot played out

i know this aint hollywood

but what a great story it shall make

ill always remember so long as im sane

the feelings i felt when i held tht look inyour eyes

on a bench in the middle of nowwhere

it was if we were just passing time… little did you know that i was holding on

that at all cost i wouldnt let go

feelings are golden they never age

time is forever passing at a moments notice

you can choose to hold on

…….. skip some rocks on the railroad tracks

one look down the line youll realize theres no going back

so easy is the feeling once you get in your head

one just cant let go, and what a feeling it was dont you know

im headed down a life planned out rocky surfaces will come my way no doubt

but the fun of life seen up past the clouds memories tied up in shrouds

piercing minds such as yours and mine well they are gift to be shared says the devine

ill walk my line and you can walk yours

whatever comes will come

but always cherish the lines ive drawn

they will be yours after im long gone

after im long gone

i know this aint hollywood

but what a great story it shall make…..

scary i honestly felt like sunday was yesterday

and everything inbetween just sort of happened. im guessing this is because most of my week was spent sick on a couch working on my final english paper which i hope turns out to be half decent seeing as i didnt have no tutors to direct me with my editing… i got a b in both speech and pysch… hopelly englinsh turns out to be an a like i need it to..  

me and becca celebrated five years knowing each other thursday

we went out and saw dark shadows with Johnny Depp friday which was amazing and i had my interview to be a camp counsler today… payed bills, checked on rv.. it started up easily THANK GOD. everytime i step into it i want to move out. haha so much i know i would get bored of it though. no leaks present that was good. now im gonna clean my room go to gym and read some of my book. i also have to plan this coming week out.